Some time back, D. said to me, “you keep a quiet house.” It’s true. For example, when I’m on the computer, I don’t play music, or watch television, or talk on the phone. I just focus on what I’m doing on the computer. I am deliberately this way; because I always need to be aware of [...]
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The World I Know
February 11, 2009Late Night Ramblings ♥√♣
January 7, 2009I got up at 3 Tuesday morning, because I thought I was catching the train to NYC. When I realized that wasn’t happening, I did things around the house. That was a mistake. I should’ve gone back to bed. Instead, I didn’t nap until about 4 on Tuesday afternoon. Now it’s 1 in the morning, on [...]
I Can’t Do This PTSD Group Thing
January 5, 2009I sensed this man, with no legs, staring at me. I could tell that he wanted me to make eye contact. I wasn’t so sure I wanted to, but I did anyhow. He pointed to his hand in reference to mine and said, “IED?” I said, “No.” Then I politely excused myself and left the [...]
